Post by imafreakofnature on May 29, 2006 10:44:15 GMT -5
Never Again (PG-13)
By: imafreakofnature
Summary: I swore I would never love again. Not after what happened. I had my heart broken by the one person I thought I could trust. Now I don’t ever want to fall in love again. But why is it that only after I took this vow that one person made me feel so happy?
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: L, V, S
Genre: Romance, Angst
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I woke up with a smile on my face. I was so happy that I ignored my brother’s remark about how stupid my outfit looked. Looking back I know how stupid it looked, but at that time I didn’t care. Today I was meeting Omen at the park. It was our third month anniversary. I thought that today was going to be the best day of my life because Omen and I had gone three months without him screwing the relationship up. And I was even thinking of putting out for him (I look back at that and slap myself for ever considering that, but I was just a girl that thought she had found her one true love).
When I met Omen at the park, I was the only one smiling. I could tell that Omen had something on his mind, but he tried to hide it. We sat on a bench and talked for a while and held hands. But then Omen got this serious look on his face.
“Is there something wrong?” I asked. I never expected what was to come next.
“No, nothing’s wrong,” said Omen, “it’s just that I’ve been thinking lately and you see… I’ve thought this through and I had to ask myself some questions that weren’t easy ones. My heart and my head were on different sides of this, but I knew I had to listen to my heart. And so I think that we should… break up…”
My eyes widened, my mouth went dry, and a lump immediately formed in my throat. Had I heard Omen correctly? Did he just say that he wanted to break up?
“I’m sorry, Cally,” Omen said, “I just don’t love you that way anymore” he tried to hug me, but I just pushed him away. I felt sick, but it was actually sick this time. I got up and walked away. It started to rain, but I didn’t care. Today couldn’t get any worse.
By the time I got home I felt queezy. I pushed my way past Lance who was on the phone in the middle of the hallway talking to his girlfriend and I walked into the bathroom, bent over the toilet and… well you know the rest.
“Are you okay, Cally?” Lance asked, then he said the most stupid thing possible, “You aren’t pregnant, are you?”
After I flushed the toilet, I walked up to Lance and slapped him across the face. Then I shouted at him. My exact words were “I’M NOT FREAKIN’ PREGNANT! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW IT FEELS TO GET DUMPED BY SOMEONE YOU THOUGHT WAS YOUR ONE TRUE LOVE AND THAT YOU COULD TRUST AND WOULD NEVER STAB YOU IN THE BACK LIKE EVERY OTHER GUY YOU MADE OUT WITH!? NO! YOU DON’T! BECAUSE EVERY TIME YOU AND SAGE BREAK UP, YOU GET BACK TOGETHER A FEW HOURS LATER AND MAKE OUT! SO YOU HAVE NO F*** IDEA WHAT I’M GOING THROUGH, YOU BITCH!!”. Half the stuff that came out of my mouth didn’t even make sense to me. The words and the vomit. I just ran to my room, shut the door, fell on my bed, and cried for hours. I didn’t understand how Omen could do this to me. I knew now that it was hopeless for me.
“I, Cally Stone, swear from this day forth…” I began, “not matter how strong my feelings, that I shall never love again… and if I do, let Symone be pregnant with Vern’s child within five months of me falling in love again” And I knew that was one thing that could never happen. I would never love… never again…
To Be Continued…
I wrote this while I was sick and stayed home from school. I got the idea out of nowhere. Which is pretty much where a lot of my ideas come from. Cally really took the break up hard. I decided to make it that way so it would be more difficult for… someone else… to win her over. Even though I think that she deserves better than Omen. Which is what she’ll get eventually!
By: imafreakofnature
Summary: I swore I would never love again. Not after what happened. I had my heart broken by the one person I thought I could trust. Now I don’t ever want to fall in love again. But why is it that only after I took this vow that one person made me feel so happy?
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: L, V, S
Genre: Romance, Angst
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
I woke up with a smile on my face. I was so happy that I ignored my brother’s remark about how stupid my outfit looked. Looking back I know how stupid it looked, but at that time I didn’t care. Today I was meeting Omen at the park. It was our third month anniversary. I thought that today was going to be the best day of my life because Omen and I had gone three months without him screwing the relationship up. And I was even thinking of putting out for him (I look back at that and slap myself for ever considering that, but I was just a girl that thought she had found her one true love).
When I met Omen at the park, I was the only one smiling. I could tell that Omen had something on his mind, but he tried to hide it. We sat on a bench and talked for a while and held hands. But then Omen got this serious look on his face.
“Is there something wrong?” I asked. I never expected what was to come next.
“No, nothing’s wrong,” said Omen, “it’s just that I’ve been thinking lately and you see… I’ve thought this through and I had to ask myself some questions that weren’t easy ones. My heart and my head were on different sides of this, but I knew I had to listen to my heart. And so I think that we should… break up…”
My eyes widened, my mouth went dry, and a lump immediately formed in my throat. Had I heard Omen correctly? Did he just say that he wanted to break up?
“I’m sorry, Cally,” Omen said, “I just don’t love you that way anymore” he tried to hug me, but I just pushed him away. I felt sick, but it was actually sick this time. I got up and walked away. It started to rain, but I didn’t care. Today couldn’t get any worse.
By the time I got home I felt queezy. I pushed my way past Lance who was on the phone in the middle of the hallway talking to his girlfriend and I walked into the bathroom, bent over the toilet and… well you know the rest.
“Are you okay, Cally?” Lance asked, then he said the most stupid thing possible, “You aren’t pregnant, are you?”
After I flushed the toilet, I walked up to Lance and slapped him across the face. Then I shouted at him. My exact words were “I’M NOT FREAKIN’ PREGNANT! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW IT FEELS TO GET DUMPED BY SOMEONE YOU THOUGHT WAS YOUR ONE TRUE LOVE AND THAT YOU COULD TRUST AND WOULD NEVER STAB YOU IN THE BACK LIKE EVERY OTHER GUY YOU MADE OUT WITH!? NO! YOU DON’T! BECAUSE EVERY TIME YOU AND SAGE BREAK UP, YOU GET BACK TOGETHER A FEW HOURS LATER AND MAKE OUT! SO YOU HAVE NO F*** IDEA WHAT I’M GOING THROUGH, YOU BITCH!!”. Half the stuff that came out of my mouth didn’t even make sense to me. The words and the vomit. I just ran to my room, shut the door, fell on my bed, and cried for hours. I didn’t understand how Omen could do this to me. I knew now that it was hopeless for me.
“I, Cally Stone, swear from this day forth…” I began, “not matter how strong my feelings, that I shall never love again… and if I do, let Symone be pregnant with Vern’s child within five months of me falling in love again” And I knew that was one thing that could never happen. I would never love… never again…
To Be Continued…
I wrote this while I was sick and stayed home from school. I got the idea out of nowhere. Which is pretty much where a lot of my ideas come from. Cally really took the break up hard. I decided to make it that way so it would be more difficult for… someone else… to win her over. Even though I think that she deserves better than Omen. Which is what she’ll get eventually!
AND WHAT'S THIS ABOUT SYMONE HAVING VERN'S CHILD IF CALLY FALLS IN LOVE AGAIN OR WHATEVER?! 